After much deep thinkings I have come to the conclusion
that England is now nothing more than a collection of noble notions which exist
only in the half-remembered past. Did I really grow up in the land that
invented fairness and tolerance, the stoic endurance of hardship, make-do-and-mend and leaping to
the defence of the underdog? Or was the propaganda so good that the Albion we
were brought up on half a century and more ago was a mere figment of the
fevered imagination of several hundred years’ worth of deluded historians, writers
and thinkers?
Whether by the over-writing of that glorious history by
the Marxist destroyers of inconvenient facts, or by the constant erosion of
shared values in favour of a loose collection of un-earned entitlements, that
land, real or otherwise, is lost. English, British values are no longer prized
and the upcoming generations are being force-fed a utopic vision of a federal
super state which will deny them the freedoms that forebears so
vigorously contested. Theirs will be a future bland in substance but dazzling
in ubiquitous, mind-dulling technologies; the machines are winning after all.
I’m not really angry; more disappointed. The promises of
a future worth having are now torn up and thrown away, but there’s no point in
getting angry – the time for that is gone. Better, I think, to hang on to one of
those lost English values of stoicism, bide my time and time my exit. Yes, I can
kick up a fuss, if the occasion warrants, but ultimately it is easier to absorb
the slings and arrows and make the decision to rise above them. I do get exercised
about the loss of the country I used to belong to and that used to belong to me
but I realise that in the end England is really just a piece of land I have to
share with millions of others who are increasingly not like me at all.
The young? I never liked them. Foreigners? Not that I
dislike them for their origins, far from it; I applaud those who uproot and
travel to better themselves, but why should I personally attempt to accommodate
those who have no understanding of or allegiance to the scrap of land I used to
think of as England? The old? I never understood the old and now I’m nearing
old myself I still see nothing I have in common with them. Life can brutalise a
man, but not me. I‘m no brute. True I need little in the way of comfort but that
is simple resilience, not lack of sophistication. I’ve seen sophistication and
comfort and idleness and I’m not sure I want much to do with it.
'Urry up 'Arry!
I still have things I want to do but if I want to try and
do them while living in the UK I have to work seven days a week to merely stand
still financially. So in the end I shall leave it behind without much of a backward glance. I can take my insular
English self-reliance with me and I can retire elsewhere in the world.
My land may have been forfeit to the forces of political correctness and
uncommon sensibilities, but I can take England, my England wherever I roam.
"How Soon Hath Time..." x.
ReplyDeleteHow soon hath Time, the subtle thief of youth,
Stoln on his wing my three and twentieth year!
My hasting days fly on wtih full career,
But my late spring no bud or blossom shew'th.
Perhaps my semblance might deceive the truth,
That I to manhood am arrived so near,
And inward ripeness doth much less appear,
That some more timely-happy spirits endu'th.
Yet be it less or more, or soon or slow,
It shall be still in strictest measure even
To that same lot, however mean or high,
Toward which Time leads me, and the will of Heaven;
All is, if I have grace to use it so,
As ever in my great Taskmaster's eye.
John Milton.
IF I should die, think only this of me;
ReplyDeleteThat there's some corner of a foreign field
That is for ever England. There shall be
In that rich earth a richer dust concealed;
A dust whom England bore, shaped, made aware,
Gave, once, her flowers to love, her ways to roam,
A body of England's breathing English air,
Washed by the rivers, blest by suns of home.
And think, this heart, all evil shed away,
A pulse in the eternal mind, no less
Gives somewhere back the thoughts by England given;
Her sights and sounds; dreams happy as her day;
And laughter, learnt of friends; and gentleness,
In hearts at peace, under an English heaven.
Best thing I ever did, not sorry for whats left is memories from afar instead of tears for not getting out. Return is no longer an option, I want to die in peace and enjoying the fruits of my labours not supporting those parasites that would drink for free, I want to be able to the last to defend myself not locking my door, increasing my security and hoping that the police when called don’t have a HSE meeting before picking up whats left. The only English left are few and far between, most left years ago, the country no longer Albion my forefathers spilt blood to defend and build, instead England a failed state and country part of the united european experiment, over run by socialists and muslims.
ReplyDeleteYorkshire still lives in this distant land, renewed and breathing free.
Yes. Most of all I will take Yorkshire with me when I leave.
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